There used to be this time where I had hobbies. 
I rode my bike.
I ran.
I sewed.
I read books.
I gardened.
I spent time with friends.
I created. 

Then I got married and became a mom.
Best decision I've made, but how do I still have hobbies and do things I love. 

I mean I sorta do all those things still, but not REALLY.  You know what I mean?!

I'm feeling a little bit like I've lost who I am. 
I know I can't be the only one who has ever felt this way.

Maybe this is who I am now and I need to just deal with it. 
Maybe some of you out there can help me with this.........
Maybe I don't want it fixed as much as validation that I am not crazy.
(Just lie to me and pretend I am normal even if you think I am crazy and we can stay friends).

And now, Natalie is sitting on my lap begging  whining for a turn on the computer. 
I'm giving her a turn before it turns volitale and I think I'll shower. 
I do still shower and get ready most days which I consider a massive accomplishment. 

Help.